i finally committed to usc. life is crazy.
i also withdrew from csulb.
i've had so much anxiety the past week, but i think today is the first day i feel more comfortable. i hope it only gets better for me. i'm scared. i'm scared it won't be what i expected. i'm scared they'll suddenly withdraw my aid. i'm scared that they don't actually want me. it's like i'm waiting for a "haha" moment. like they're playing a prank on me. just typing this up gave me some anxiety.
i am going to keep pushing though. fear is just so overpowering, but it will be okay. like i always say...
it's only temporary, it will pass.
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